I didn't realize how challenging single motherhood would be! I figured~ I am an intelligent woman who has resources and advice, I will be able to do this without a problem. WRONG! Ok, from the beginning. It took a few days to get used to being home. Everything was strange...driving, time, English signs, noise. Then add a baby who is also feeling that everything is different. Yes, you get a bit of chaos. The first month was a blur.. exhaustion, disorganization and little sleep. Then it started getting better with each week. I was thinking that I was doing fair at this.... more confident... aren't I something? Then, May 14th, I went back to work. Are you kidding me? I have to work and take care of me, the house and the baby? This sucks!!! I know all the mothers out there are laughing right now. Welcome to the exclusive club of overworked, under appreciated working mothers!
Well, enough of that....back to the issue at hand...my wonderful baby girl! In spite of me and my many mistakes, Juliana has managed to become very well adjusted to life in the United States. She amazes me with her spirit and intelligence. She is nothing like the child that I took out of the babyhouse in Astana. She is so much more! This child crawls so fast, it is funny to watch. She is a tiny, mighty petite powerhouse! I think that I will be in trouble in a few years.
I have figured out her favorite things:
animals~ preferably dogs, cats and birds
music~ she dances and laughs to all types of music
climbing~ she will try to scale anything (gymnast in training?)
fast motion~ I hope not a daredevil in training....
She smiles and laughs alot, she understands more words in English after being home only a few months than I can Ever hope to learn in Russian, and she is a joy to be around. We are definitely enjoying life... now if only I could find a way to not work~ all would be perfect!
I at least have support in my other single adoptive moms. I keep in touch with my Astana friends and we commiserate together. I must say that life is good and I feel very blessed. I do miss my friends in Kaz. I have heard from Zuhkra and will write to Alma soon. I want them to know how wonderful Juliana is doing.
I at least have support in my other single adoptive moms. I keep in touch with my Astana friends and we commiserate together. I must say that life is good and I feel very blessed. I do miss my friends in Kaz. I have heard from Zuhkra and will write to Alma soon. I want them to know how wonderful Juliana is doing.
My next post: The First Birthday!!!
PS: Happy Birthday to Maya and Milo!
